What is it to say «bye»?

I don’t know, don’t want to know. I had need in one human, now I have no need in her. It’s simple. The best way to finish off some connections with everyone – not to speak with him, to have no verbal or any kind of contact. It’s not in my principles of impulse teen, but I like this way cause it is hard to me: to make my prick mine. But now this organ is like a God on me. I thought by it, speaking with ones in whom I have no need. Like one my friend… My heart or brain will say: «fuck it, back off.» But prick always says to speak with her, to listen her. I stopped controlling my instincts and play now some role imagined by my teen-prick-addicted mind. I think time to stop it has come. Cause… I’ve always thought I’m a some earl: stay above everything, and thoughts like «what’s her health? Everything with her is good or not?» keep my disharmony. It’s not my feeling. It’s a wish to fuck and only. These words say I’m weak in some way. Good if I see it.